.. S q u a s h e d ..

this enprisoning reality
i'm trapped in
i can't do anything
but breathe



yuzu-chan wa?

name: //yuzu+de-chan//
birthdate: 08.25.1987
drink: green tea
anime: Angelic Layer . Gravitation . Noir . Inu Yasha . Angel Sanctuary
manga: Clover . X . Angelic Layer
bishie: | Sakuya Kira | Angel Sanctuary
activity: thinking
nonsense:

"I'll be happy again one day... just when the world feels better. Give me a few years, give or take a couple of wars..."

-- the contemplative orange

past:
a picture is not a memory rather a
tarepanda:
kaen
phi
tsuki-chan
sakuya
music: Fukai Mori by As Do Infinity

hark. the pitas




september 11 2001

Hello. I am a 14 year old girl and today at around 10:00am Central time-- I witnessed history

i watched a plane filled with passengers pummel into the World Trade Center in a typical kamikaze method...
and another
and another into the Pentagon

each one represents symbols of freedom and accomplishment in this country of the United States of America

what saddens me is how many people died
what sickens me is how many people don't really care
how many people watch it on TV and don't realize its happening
how disillusioned some kids are

what sickens me...
is that i cry and i'm ashamed
even more. i don't know whether most of my sorrow goes to my average performance in a class... or to the souls that have departed

or are still suffering. God bless this nation and those in it. Please.

-- yuzu thinks in a corner at | 7:21 pm | --

september 9 2001

I downloaded the Ayumi Hamasaki MV Evolution and it kicks obvious butt
actually... they have a freaky fat guy in sun glasses [ obviously the director ] nodding and stroking his beard... which looks WRONG, but everything else looks cool =D

ka-chan I researched the martial arts classes we're gonna take... I feel like taking karate instead of tae kwon do. Karate seems more... less "if i can kick you in the head and knock you unconcious i can win"
..... and i don't want to suffer constant concussions.
So let's take karate/kendo/jujutsu/aikido okies? [ the last two are sort of wrestling and throwing types so.. ]

and NO sumo wrestling. =P

-- yuzu got hit by an orange on | 6:32 pm | --

september 7 2001

.....

I never thought that i'd really care but--

FISHES HAVE HEARING ORGANS~!!!!!

>_< *freaks out*

-- yuzu got hit by an orange on | 9:30 pm | --

september 6 2001

Enriched Bio. is gay gay gay gay gay

Anime, Key, and Tech. Club is tanoshii tanoshii tanoshii~

School is evil evil evil hidoi~

Running the mile when you've been a vegetable for the summer is painful. but fun~ =D

-- yuzu got hit by an orange on | 10:43 pm | --

september 4 2001

hai~ tanoshii desu. =D
it was fairly enjoyable. Tsuki-chan and a couple of my other friends ambled around town looking for all the friggin shops.

in the dust.
in the crowd
and it was hot

Okies, maybe it wasn't "tanoshii"ish at all, but nonetheless it was fun spending time fooling around downtown.

I get to go to the football game on Friday, because I'm staying after school to decorate the halls with boughs of holly [ fa la la la...] or crap like that for the "Starry Night" themed homecoming. =D looking forward to ramaging around the school

My DDR dancing sucks now, must practice more.
*runs off to finish homework*

-- yuzu got hit by an orange on | 7:00 pm | --

august 31 2001

Okie. Plan One is to get to downtown on Sunday. Must call and confirm with Brian and Surbhi. Must persuade ka-chan with prospect of seeing the rest of Angelic Layer AND going to Last Fling.

Actually kaen, we're not going for the games... I'm going for the coffee and we'll get your ice-cream-- and we might as well go to Barnes and Noble afterwards, na?

piano lessons was a drag. school was mundane. allergies are evil...

and the sophmores are vulgar.
Ne Sakuya, are you really joining the anime club? Go for the drama club and we can be the "backstage" people. =3

-- yuzu got hit by an orange on | 11:18 pm | --

august 29 2001

.... run kiddies

christina's in her song-influenced-depressed state.

runnnnn~

why is my life prolonging to such an extent?
It seems so long... everyday
is just another day to overcome. Everyday, I watch the sun rise glistening-- just for the heck of it. Then I spend the day trapped in school. Then I trudge back home... listening to depressing J-rock and before I know it--
Another day appears.

I acted like an immature idiot today. I don't know why I think that; I wasn't. And today was fairly good.

Maybe life is spoiling me.
Its too quiet. Something's going to give. Something's going to burst.

.......
And I've been stalking the wrong sophmore.
=P sorry cal. [like you check this anyways]

-- yuzu got hit by an orange on | 8:31 pm | --

august 26 2001

Gravitation is kewl~ =3
Yuki's eyes are so nice....
Ryuichi is so kewl~

.....
Shuichi's seiyuu... is Seki Tomokazu? O_o;

...

Ryuichi's is the same as INU-YASHA~?!
>_< oh my god~

-- yuzu got hit by an orange on | 8:32 am | --

august 25 2001

Today was a fairly nice day. ^_^
Dad called and said happy birthday. His present?

Money.
nice substitute for love.

Kaen and I went out to eat at a steakhouse. And she didn't know what a sirloin was...
but she DID know what "loin" meant.

and freaked.
she was like:

kaen: O_o; I am NOT eating this.
yuzu: what? a sirloin?
kaen: how can you eat it?!
yuzu: ¬_­¬;... you don't like to eat cows?
kaen: O_O NOT THEIR LOINS~!
yuzu: .......
*silence*
yuzu: -_-; you don't eat out much do you?
kaen: >_< it costs $20.00?! what the hell?

-- yuzu got hit by an orange on | 11:27 am | --